Mass: A Moment of Deep Betrayal

As the world faces yet another damning report of Catholic clergy sexual abuse of minors [more than 200,000 children sexually abused by Catholic clergy in France since 1950], I return once again to an intrinsic link between the Eucharist and betrayal that first comforted me some years ago. It goes something like this:

I realized that the Eucharist is not only “the efficacious sign and sublime cause of that communion in the divine life and that unity of the People of God by which the Church is kept in being” (CCC # 1325), but also, at its heart and in its roots, a moment of profound betrayal.

In the times we are forced to live through, I have returned to this realization, especially at Mass. I have understood more deeply than before that, when the Eucharistic Prayer invites us to ponder the night before Jesus’s death, it is both the night on which he shared a last meal with friends and the night in which he was betrayed. In this night, Jesus broke open the meaning of his life as Divine gift of self in the sharing of bread and wine, and found that gift to be betrayed, not by a stranger or outsider but by one of the twelve. In other words, the night and the meal we recall at every celebration of the Eucharist is not only about the ultimate gift of self for the life of the world for all ages to come, but woven deeply into that Divine gift of self is the human betrayal of that gift.

I take strange comfort in that knowledge these days: that what we enter into in every celebration of the Eucharist is both “the culmination both of God’s action sanctifying the world in Christ and of the worship [we] offer to Christ and through him to the Father in the Holy Spirit” (CCC # 1325) and at the same time the very denial of all that. Woven into every eucharistic celebration, ever since the Last Supper, are glimpses of human betrayal, or, more basic and all-encompassing, the mysteriuminiquitatis (“the mystery of evil”).

Maybe there is a flicker of hope in that, for the living of these days? Jesus, after all, did not offer to us a perfect, harmonious, beautiful moment of self-giving, but a deeply troubled night and meal, that nevertheless – and precisely in all its troubledness spells life for the world, and for each of us. Who, after all, ever comes to the eucharistic table without having betrayed, if only in the smallest of ways, what God calls us to be?

Featured Image: About 333,000 children were abused within France’s Catholic Church, a report finds

3 comments

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    Indeed. And yet it seems to me that the emphasis and focus of the Eucharist is on what God does with all of that — i.e., on God’s transformative and redeeming action, not on our action.

  2. In the second verse of St Thomas’ hymn, Verbum supernum, composed for Morning Prayer of Corpus Christi, the focus is on the actions of betraying and handing over where the Latin verb tradere translates both English verbs. There is a sharp contrast between death and life, between the betrayal of Jesus by a single disciple and Jesus’ action of handing himself over to disciples. Ultimately, while Jesus’ presence at the events of that night was the result of betrayal, St Thomas helps us to see that it was more truly the result of his giving of himself.

    In mortem a discipulo
    Suis tradendus aemulis,
    Prius in vitae ferculo
    Se tradidit discipulis.

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