“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” So begins the Gospel of John. The Gospel writer intentionally begins with the very same words as the Book of Genesis at the beginning of the Old Testament. “In the beginning… God created…” The point is that Jesus Christ, the Eternal Word, was there at the beginning of Creation. Even more, the point is that the Risen Christ is here now in the Gospel, re-creating all things. It is the beginning of a new age, and Christ the Word is making everything new.

Today’s Gospel reading from John also has tantalizing references to the Book of Genesis.

For example, consider the number of disciples. There are the seven who go fishing – Simon Peter, Thomas, Nathanael, Zebedee’s two sons, and two other disciples. Seven: the number of completion, of a completed cycle of time. Think of the seven days of the week, the seven days of creation.

These seven disciples fish all through the night and catch nothing: Night, it has to be night when they catch nothing: failed fishing in deep darkness. Think of the second verse of Genesis, when “the earth was a formless wasteland, and darkness covered the abyss.” In the Gospel, it is in this darkness that Jesus appears on the shore. Note that “the disciples did not realize it was Jesus.” It is still too dark. The disciples’ vision is too darkened.

Jesus stands on the shore, in the early morning darkness, as the rising Son who will illumine them and recreate them. He is the “light shining in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”

As soon as the disciples catch a large catch of fish, one of the disciples exclaims: “It is the Lord.” Now they recognize him. And then Simon Peter does something very odd. When he heard it was the Lord, “he put on some clothes, for he was naked, and jumped into the sea.” Many people have scratched their heads over that verse. Why on earth did Simon Peter put on clothes before hopping into the water? Or even more odd, why was he previously naked, while sitting in the boat fishing? Did first century Galilean men usually go fishing in the nude? Or was it only Simon Peter who fished naked? You have to wonder.

But think of who else was naked, and then put on some clothes? Think of Genesis – Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. After they ate the forbidden fruit, after they sinned, they realized they were naked, and they sewed loincloths for themselves to cover their nakedness. Simon Peter is another Adam. As soon as he knows it’s the Lord, when he recognizes Jesus on the shore, he knows he is a sinner. He wants to cover himself.

No doubt Simon Peter is recalling that he sinned in denying the Lord three times. As Our Lord underwent his Passion, Simon Peter said to the maid, “No, I’m not one of his disciples.” You’re one of his disciples, aren’t you? “No, I am not.” You were in the garden with him, weren’t you? “No, not I,” he lied.

But now, Jesus recreates Simon Peter and makes him a new man. Three times Simon Peter had denied the Lord; three times he says now that he loves the Lord. His sin is undone when he encounters Jesus, the Re-creator.

The question Jesus asks Simon Peter is striking. “Simon, Son of John, do you love me?” Again, “Do you love me?” And a third time, “Do you love me?” Note that Jesus does not ask him, “Do you believe right doctrine about me?” Nor does Jesus ask him, “Do you worship God rightly, and follow the liturgical rubrics?” Nor does Jesus ask him, “Do you obey me as your lawful superior?”

To be sure, doctrinal truth and liturgy and obedience are all good things, and of course they have their place. But when Simon Peter meets Jesus to be made new, it’s about something much more important: Do you love me? Jesus offers friendship, a relationship, a sharing in his own risen life. Jesus offers love.

This is the message of Easter. This is the message of today’s liturgy. The Risen Lord, the Creator of all things, is among us this morning. He is asking us: Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? With his love, he is recreating us and making us new. It is the dawn of a new creation.

That sounds wonderful, and it is wonderful. However, I acknowledge that the Catholic Church is making it hard to see the Risen Lord these days. Rather than being a sign of new creation on a bright Easter day, the Church is, in many ways, a dark abyss of sin, dishonesty, and cover-up. As Fr. Wilfred said at Mass this past Thursday, “There is something systemically wrong in the church. There is a fundamental flaw in the structure of the church. Disciplining a few errant members will not get rid of this flaw.” Structural problems in the hierarchy, from the Pope on down, obscure the Easter message and make it more difficult to see the Risen Christ.

I received two powerful emails this past week. A laywoman wrote to me, “My husband (an adult convert to Catholicism) can’t go to church anymore. He just feels utterly betrayed. I continue to go, but it hasn’t been the same.” A layman wrote to me, “What’s going on in the church with the new Mass translation, and the continued mistreatment of homosexuals, along with the recent scandals, saddens me deeply. The only way for the church to regain its credibility is to have every cardinal submit his resignation and allow the People of God to choose the members of the College of Cardinals.”

I respect these sentiments, and I share the painful feelings of betrayal, sadness, and anger.

However, if I may be so honest with you, I confess that the Church’s failings prod me to believe in the Risen Christ more than ever. He has shined forth for me these past weeks as a bright light, brighter than ever. Like in a Rembrandt painting where almost the entire canvas is dark and murky, but the image of Christ on one side of the picture is painted in radiant colors, – so also the darkness of the Church authority scandal puts the face of the Risen Christ in sharper relief.

He seems more present to me at Mass in this Easter season: more truthful than ever, as he knows all our failings; more triumphant than ever in his humble acceptance of the Cross; more loving than ever, the Sinless One who forgives and loves us.

The liturgies of Easter, in their persistent message of new life, a new world, a new day, exert more pull than ever upon a soul longing for the new creation. Even the holy water, blessed at the Easter Vigil, seems to me to be purer and clearer and more refreshing than ever. I bless myself with it and feel the power of the Risen Lord making all things new.

In Easter season the priest’s vestments are white, a color of joyful brightness. I suppose having special clothing for the ordained priest carries with it the danger that the priest’s role is overly exalted, above and apart from the rest of the Church. I hope, rather, that the white vestments of Easter help us see the Risen Lord more clearly. The ordained minister is covered over, showing that it is really Christ, and not any unworthy human, who celebrates Mass. It is Christ who is the priest offering his Body to us. Our faith is in Christ, Christ alone.

In this Mass, may we see Christ, the bright light shining in the darkness, the Risen Lord who loves us and makes us new.

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Fr. Anthony Ruff, OSB
Saint John’s Abbey
April 18, 2010, The Third Sunday of Easter, John 21:1-19

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